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You did well, ifa.

You did well, ifa . Thank you for hang in there once again today. I know today was a super bad day for you but I'm very proud you managed to hang in there. How you heart torn apart once again. How it bleeds so bad, yet you still smile and keep your chin up. I'm very proud of you. You did well, ifa . I know that all of these things are unfair to you. I know it hurts you so much. But you must always remember that you are loved. There are you bestfriends there whom don't want to see you sad. They love you, sincerely. You did well, ifa . You may have shed tears and cried in your prayer, but it didn't mean that you're weak---it meant that you're human too, you could easily break. It is a normal thing to tear up. You did well, ifa . Today was a long and tiring day, and once again I'm so proud of you! You didn't lose. You faced your biggest fear. Though you ended up broken again, but remember that this is the beautiful goodbye for all. You're preciou

i wish that i could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things.

aku menangis lagi barusan tangis yang lama dan menyakitkan lagi lagi karena kamu aku ingin ini jadi yang terakhir kalinya buatku menangis karenamu. tiga bulan ini sudah usai kupikir aku akan baik baik saja justru kamulah yang lebih dulu bertemu dengan orang lain sedangkan aku seperti orang bodoh saja berusaha melawan diriku sendiri dengan berkata aku baik baik saja dan tidak mengharapkanmu lagi tapi nyatanya I'm really not fine at all. sungguh menyedihkan ya? memang aku benar-benar hipokrit. Tell me this is just a dream 'Cause I'm really not fine at all.