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After I cried like a river...my heart starts relieving. I do have a lot of tears stock, and this problem somehow makes me feel more depressed than any other problems I have. My head starts aching, but there's no time for take some rest. I don't know what I supposed to do, but I still try my best out of it. I hope I will recover soon from my worries and sad thoughts, and wish that everything will turn out to be okay.  I h o p e so. God please grant my wish.

So here I am, laying down on my bed. Tears falling. Blurry eyes . Quietly crying till I fall asleep. Why everything suddenly happened? Without a sign, nor a warning. And I'm here. In the middle of nowhere, found myself.. ..have to let ( her ) go. Here, I'll write a lyrics for you--who struggles a lot--to erase him/her from your mind. A beautifully-written intro lyrics from Yuna,  Unrequited Love . "Sometimes you find yourself trying to let go of something But it's like...you have been swimming in the ocean for a very very long time And you feel like... you belong there You're one with the waves The warmth of the water And your body moves in sync with the ocean And you swim around... just trying to stay afloat Then you get tired and you start to drown And you swim back to land When you get there You just feel so heavy Because you lost touch with gravity for so long And you collapse on the beach As you try to fi