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so...today is my mom's birthday i didn't prepare any gift for her, because i was very confused to decide what gift should i give to her (basically she already has everything...so..well yeah) then i ended up gave her 3 wishes instead of using the wishes for herself, she grants it for me...and i ended tearing up like a fool (mum i really don't deserve this!) first thing she wished was...that i can always be patient . no matter what. because we can't avoid problems when living in this world. i should remember that i've went through many burdens, problems, things, and i could make it till now. so i've become stronger and stronger everyday. second, she wished that i always have strong determination and grit , so i can endure everything that will happen in the present and future. always do good deeds everyday, repeatedly, patiently. last, she wished that i always be a low profile person. always save my money, not spending it too much for unne...

instead of drawing myself, i found myself drawing you. in this past six years i always wonder, what will bring us together? what will likely happen in the future? is there an "us" till the end of our journey? lately i've been thinking so much about us. what is "us" for you? many things happened as if it was destined to happen just like that disappointment sadness anger, i just feel it overwhelmed in my chest how could you do that to "us" our precious "us" . . . i know as we're older, we must face the bitter reality we can't live in our little universe forever we should endure all the pain that coming through our life that's, that's what we should do but why i feel like i'm not a part of "us" again why i feel like i'm left here alone thinking all the bitter possibilities alone . . . one day, someone asked me what is ou...